The Past – Life were the images of rainy nights and sun filled days. In the early years the sound of that quiet rarely found,I did on the side of is the mountain. As the fire transformed from flame to coal and the stars are announcing the very existence. That is a place, a time a feeling of love and I savor that. What is even more inviting to me about this is, that silence is the time I have to spend with God. Leaning to praying, constantly about the little things, the big things. Always about the hard and complicated things.
Then God Tested me~~~~~~ I failed, I forgot to turn to Him.
“Search me, O God, and know my heart:
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.”~Psalm 139:23,24
I forgot that my steps were ordained before my master created me in my mother’s womb. Every hair, ever smell and every word. I learned words said in anger has no way to erase them. Jesus died for my sins and everyone’s sins now and in the future. “All who call me Christ and believe that there is One God, One Abba, One Truth, and follow me; I CHOOSE to Die for your sins and cast them out forevermore . Yet I forget
“Have I not Commanded you? Be Strong and Courageous do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go!” Joshua 1:9
“Be Still and Know that I am God” Psalm 46:10 I have ,learned over the course of several years that it can mean many things to be still. The Link Below is a link to a conversation from Jason Jackson and the Christian Courier :: http://www.christiancourier.com/articles/1245-be-still-and-know-that-i-am-go
I believe you will be encouraged by the above article and find the hope It brings. I Hope you found deep contemplation as I did. In my time of forgetfulness or as it is said the time on the valley, the time of learning, the place God has found me in and is giving me tools to come out. – i believe strongly in spiritual warfare and I do not know what has been drawn upon my home-family-life! I Cast out the demons, the friends of the dark one the people who wear masks to see life and work for the one who can see them I cast them out in Christs Name to Be Holy in this House this Family and Within Me! With-in Me I Cast out all darkness Abba, I Cast out Fear and anger Lord God.
Let us not forget That the Word we carry with us, the truth will lead our paths – I read Christian Novels, and I Confess sometimes I forget the Book that means the most that without we would not have the Grace that surrounds us – We would Cease to be! Let is not forget Psalm 141: 3-4 .