I mean after the onslaught of pain induced situations you would think i would be thinking clearly. but at this point I really wonder who my real friend are and who I can really trust. it’s just the way item seem I am confused and alone. I am searching asking certain questions…. I don’t know perhaps the pain is just covering my good judgment. I am just overwhelmed, overstressed and well just plain ticked off! Do that my box thought for the moment. I have so much more to offer, but until I figure out how to make this one this stop i am afraid to share.